Not gonna lie, I love this creeper ghost in the park photo manip I did )
Lately I’ve been wearing an outburst of colors, especially leaning more towards the purple, Barney-esque family. I think this is me subconsciously battling stressssssss. I’ve been so hard on myself these past few months, especially since I’ve started school. I just want to work harddddddd!!! But beating myself up has been unhealthy for me. When I find myself staring at the monitor of my laptop, doing NOTHING, I feel so incredibly guilty – like I’m committing a crime against mankind. IDLE TIME SHOULD NOT EXIST, my responsible, Safeguard conscience tells me! SHOULD. NOT. EXIST!
But you know what?
IT SHOULD EXIST! Idle time is great! I need it! You need it! We all need it! Often I’d spend hours and hours and hours thinking about a certain project, pushing myself to finish fast. But whenever I force myself to work, all I come up with equates to crap most of the time. And I’ve learned that it takes great humility to realize that I am not a superwoman, really. When my thoughts get muddled, when I’m losing my focus, all I’d need to clear my head is taking the time to watch a past episode or two of Chuck, or taking the liberty to consume an entire bag of Ruffles all by myself.
I know a bunch of you are already done with school (some may have already graduated, congratulation BATCH 2012!!!!!! WOOOOH! Wild) and won’t be thinking of school-induced stress for at least 2 months, if not forever, but summer is still a month away from me, hence this post! I just finished my midterm though, but there seems to be no rest for the weary! But it’s all good I’m fortunate enough to be allowed to do what I really love doing – art, fashion, music.
Life’s still good